Just a bit too much
It seems the minute I decide to do something I get swarmed with a hundred pretty butterflies (distractions) coming at me from all directions. Each one saying, “Look at me!”
And no matter how many times I tell myself to stay “focused.” I don’t.
It’s really crazy.
No, let’s be a little more honest. It’s pathetic.
So let’s take the book. I thought it was further along than it was. But a little closer look and I remember why I stopped before.
So now, I am thinking I need to get help from an editor – but of course I cannot afford that financially . . . and . . . I can’t afford to stop working on the puzzle books to get them actually selling.
Which means I need to put the book off at least till May and not let that be a bad thing. I tell myself it’s just a back burner will get it done – just not today.
I’m back to having too many and that is driving me crazy too. Especially since each one has a very different purpose.
Which is actually doable except that when I run into a block with each one I have to wait for support to help me out.
And sometimes support helps and sometimes support says, “Not our problem.” Of course this is after waiting from six hours to a couple of days before getting a response.
And then I get frustrated.
And wonder, “Do I really want to do this?”
Should I just read a book and take up knitting?
Which means it’s probably time
- Meat loaf and baked potato for dinner. Does it get better than this?
- Bits of sun today so we fit in a walk without getting wet!
- Got the movie, Fantastic Beasts #2 from Netflix. We did watch at the theater but enjoying it a second time. And in fact a third time as we are going to watch it one more time before sending it back. Both of us are a bit crazy I admit.